Anonymous asked: hellllo! i'm reading paper cuts for the first time and i'm up to chapter two and my heart is already swelling with love!!! love love love love xx
and i said:
I have been perpetually absent from here so i’m not sure when this was sent, but I dooooo hope u are enjoying it (that’s my first complete fic, so forgive the extra corny n young in there) :-)
“It made me think of Mum – of how I could never imagine her being anything but the most loyal person I had ever known. I couldn’t imagine feeling anything but pure and honest love toward her.” absolutestyles
I can’t believe it’s been over a year
It’s been almost three years since I got this done and it’s still my fave thing ever. I can’t believe I have her tattooed on my body!!!!! Next week it’s gonna nine years since she died, and finally after so many years of crying and just feeling like shit I kinda feel at peace? Idk how to explain it but I know she’s with me,watching over, and guiding me.. and I know that she’s proud of me and of everything I’ve echieved in 2017, especially. I can finally say that I’m the happiest I’ve ever been since she passed away and I feel like having her permanently on my skin makes me feel safe and protected at all times. I’m honestly lucky to have been able to call her my mum and spend 11 years with her. Even if it’s not nearly enough. I should’ve had a lifetime. I’m the luckiest person in to world :)
Sometimes I find myself randomly touching my tattoo and I realize I do that whenever I wish I could ask her for advice. I always find the answer. She’s with me
